Question mark

 

Everyday I ask myself a lot of question and even today more than normal days LOlx....mmm...moreover, today I had being meeting with my HQ managers and also they give me a urgent task to do. Geez....totally suffocating because I must done finish the proposal before the opening of the new business March 29...wow...tense and other things more make me hate someone....I think lot of people will support me haha~!...Next post will be Jacky Cheung 1/2 Century Concert 2011.....My feeling just like this song....

                      張學友 - 我真的受傷了 

Chuang wai yin tian le　yin yue di sheng le

Outside the window it's cloudy, the music is hushed

Wo de xin kai shi xiang ni le

My heart begins to think of you

Deng guang ye an le　yin yue di sheng le

The lighting is lowered too, the music is hushed

Kou zhong de mian hua tang ye yong hua le

The cotton candy in my mouth has melted too

Chuang wai yin tian le　ren shi wu liao le

Outside the window it's cloudy, I am bored

Wo de xin kai shi xiang ni le

My heart begins to think of you

Dian hua xiang qi lai　ni yao shuo hua le

The phone rings, you want to speak

Hai yi wei ni xin li dui wo you xiang nian le

And I had thought that your heart was missing me again

Zen me ni sheng yin bian de leng dan le

How is it your voice has become indifferent

Shi ni bian le　shi ni bian le

You have changed, you have changed

Deng guang shi mie le　yin yue jing zhi le

The light has gone out, the music has been stilled

Di xia de yan lei yi ting bu zhu le

The dropping tear cannot be held back either

Tian xia qi yu le　ren shi bu kuai le

The skies begin to rain, I am unhappy

Wo de xin zhen de shou shang le

My heart has really been hurt

Experience II - Escalation of Commitment

Is quite an interesting story like to share....mmm..is a lesson more about. Sometimes, human are very interesting and they see failure is there and doesn't to admit and knew it will happen so they struggle to success. I totally experience this meaning of escalation commitment but is not apply in business or organization behavior but is a love story hahhahaa....

Finally, I learned to protect my own, is gratefully thanks to certain event. Moreover, everyone have their own history of life and experience,you can't save everyone as you like. Perhaps, God knows and everything have been set up and end as it should be. Clearly, I know who are they and what role I 'm playing?when things goes good or goes bad....no one will take you as credit. That's y Buddhism  got one value stated that everything need to be middle, cannot be more or less....totally I fully understand, you overdoing is just make people to hate you more, if do less people will blame you. So, it is quite similarity with Tao Ch'ng that everything is decided so just let it flow naturally and adapt the "Wu Wei" concept.

I still finding some remedies to cure naive people. But they will automatically blind off their rationality and boost up their idealism to satisfy their own mirage effect of need. Anyway, I finally make a full stop and awaken.  I should think about myself rather than others. This is because when things goes seriousness, actually no one will see me as true companion or even  imagine I'm a tool use by others. God is giving me smarter and smarter, let me understand many things can't be change just because your several facts and advices. Result may not as predicted but everything is decided.

Fate to walk a road full with nails and bad shape stones...and another one will be smooth and comfortable road. But of course, you can change the future if* you have self-actualization in every moral values. IN THE END, I just understand one more thing is genius and fool is in between the dimension similar with Sam Hui movie, moral of the story. I'm glad meet my old friends and miss them too because they truly appreciated me especially certain University and secondary mates' nakama(best friends).

This post can be ignored if you don't understand, I just want release some indescribable feeling that give people use and again meet those idiots see me as bad guy and lies everywhere to achieve  their selfishness goal. Lastly, I just have to say sympathy and blessing to them. I think try my very best to protect her but in the end...sigh...hope she happy. This is because of this event, accidentally i recall of her. Anyway, not much feeling but history repeat once again. Learn History, Understand the value but you can't change story of life.Hence, You may become a wise man and will not easily do big regrets in life.

To be continue....Experience III....yea Jacky Cheung concert 2011 I coming~!!!You come in right time....really my God,..wish you GOd of Song have success concert IN MALAYSIA~!!





   

Desire & Dream

After graduating,mm...just a lot of things need to be decide.I can dare to say totally different what I m enter compare "New World" and Education World.Well. first, I'm glad that i able survive all this long. If u got follow my blog then u may know what happening in my life. Then,I go search job and get several interviews...in the end,I work in to big company. I met a lot of people and establish certain status and I think I still too far from my expected vision and goal.

Interestingly, I 'm gone into very complicated situation, just make me recall the old incident. Well, it hurts a bit but i need to focus my career and plan for future.So, I glad that I 'm being so patience work hard till every of Head of department accepts my existence and abilities. Almost 6 months of working, totally sharpen more my observation skill and analytical skill. Moreover, God didn't forgot my talent, He still gives me opportunities to expand my talent and let others recognize me. Thank you everyone.

 I recall so many history,one statement is very useful
and it is given by 2000 years ago a great Leader that is : "What you see now is not true of me,but you always see wrong me...But I believe all my works will prove that me is right~!".....just guess who he is la hahahaa~!!

Stress

This Sunday will be normal as usually....maybe someone else is memorable but for me sigh...I think not much surprise or anything. Quite stress for now and lot of thing need to study..I still thinking some ways to push my CGPA further. Today exam paper really make me mad...I write three answer booklets LOLz a person sit beside me, the fella get astonished..I think he will said "what the f***?!are you mad?!if got the time let me answer his question, I will say "BETUL JAWAPAN ANDA MARI KITA MASUK GELANGGANG (U are right,let's go) WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE~!!haha...I quite miss Jalaludin Hassan, my favorite actor le in Malay drama...His acting skill just like TVB actor Paul Chun very professional actor.

now very tired, headache and no mood study..really gg...But i try my best to work up...wah chiak~!!

Final Season- X-Team

This fantastic team go through a lot in this 3 years in University battlefield...no matter how tough it is everything can be go through..the legend team will meet their final battle very soon in this April. I had recall many great stories we faced before like "Final Year Project Unpredictable","3AM Double Beef Hamburger", Long Night battlefield of A&P, Craziness of Drama, Downfall of Assignment, "Cancer" and many more great chapters chalk down in our deep memories.

I think that our story can be make in to comic because along the journey gives different kind of element like climax story, suspense,joyful and fun scene,emoness, sadness,conflicts and more. Anyway just too many mixture of experiences in this journey. I think that we should trust each other and make a first move to understand others...that for sure can strengthen the bond of the team. So, to those juniors read this post take this advice la...he~he..

I forever full trust my brothers and sisters and share their problems,give them a hand to solve it.This is because I'm want everyone have happy life and enjoy the day to the end. That is me, ERICSOFT- Creative Mastermind~!!Legend Group X-Team will be return to battlefield once more before graduate from UTAR army Headquarter~!!

THE END

Random thought & feeling

Simple blogging around before I start my work doing slides..I know some of them may not appreciate my jobs...thought is stupid anyway I'm happy with it because i got responsible..Sigh...Just get a bad news and I understand one thing or learn a great lesson...

This time consider as 3rd time unexpected event for me....I really totally stunted by one call and my mind totally blank. Somemore, I need work up for my Strategic Management Planning and control..this fantastic subject always make me headache the most.

sometimes you need to act like defenseless guy and not so formidable ...so you will gain unexpected victory...Now I totally can imagine the situation why Wei Dynasty fallen in the hand of Sima Yi...Even though, i knew the history well but today I experienced the same situation....sigh..never mind time to work lu...

"Dream in another Dream"

I may not know....i can achieve a not...but i sure....after 14 of May, I start to do my favorite thing that is drawing. Thank you Blogspot create a dream for me that realize my ambitious dream. Even though in true reality i can't become what I want....(designer) But I will continue back my comic Exorcism-X and new comic, Memoir of Ericsoft in U.....Don't know how many people will support me....

Time has come for Ericsoft step in New world like luffy. I'm try my best to explore and adapt to it. Thank you to everyone care,protect,educate and train me as great man. Everyone sculpture me from poor rock become beautiful jade.Every level of education I went through that left a great memoir to me......"Do you remember how we met?"

Experience

Before read this blog..You may play this clip first......





22 years,without them..my existence may not come to this world....thank u father and mother.yeah...when I 'm down ...my mother always comfort me and give me the best support to me...I still remember when I'm fail my paper in Year 1...I still never forget my mother always say "no matter how hard you run through this road..I always run with you"..."no matter what"...Actually fail a paper is no big deal, but for me is different because I face lot of failures and obstacles such as accidents,downfall of STPM and poverty.Therefore, I always ask God..why I always have gone through lot of obstacles? I got diligent study, pay more efforts in anything and help others without demand for deeds.But still meet lot of unwish incidents.. Is it God bring me to this world and face all these missions to make me become a perfect man? I hope so haha~!! the mission is more and more tougher when I grow older.

Firstly, when I was young...I also gone through poverty before like no money buy shirt and take other people shirt...But the most interesting is other people may look on my family is rich and may not take any approach to us...doesn't matter because I love those days...the living is tough but we live in happy family. Moreover, I meet many real and true friends.



Many years later, My father get promoted because his talent and hardwork so our living become much more better...My father become more busy and busy..may somehow rather he neglected me...but I know my father love me very much..I recall when I was small, my father always carry me silently when I fallen asleep in his van.That memory always keep inside my mind, father. No matter how bad habit you are..you still are good father for me..

Why I'm say my road so hard..is because when my life grow nicer..definitely there are something blocking..when I pass my paper finally and my result getting better and better but I get bad news that my father getting cancer...Luckily,my father now is ok and fine back..thanks to everyone helping and doctors. haha~!!see my life is full with adventurous..then, my father had been told secretly by the top management..tell him retired..yea my life from up drop back to down...my father sickness take out lot of money too for medicine and also my tertiary education also costly. Many people ask me concentrate study..yea I'm doing it..

I know God once again testing my determination...I will never give up even 1988 I nearly get die and in 2006 second time nearly I will meet Hades...so whats the big deal for now..haha~!!even several friends not understand me like even indirectly blaming me for something and alienate you but once come to advantages they approach you haha~!what kind of joke?you think I'm stupid..bet you don't.....never try to understand people hard life and misery....I bet you all meet this kind of people.."pretender".





Many years in education world, I meet lot of people with different kind of attitudes...like selfishness,pretender, arrogant,shy,benevolent, honest and many more...thank u to those badass who treat me "good"...never mind...I can say that no regrets meet those true good friends in my life...you all make my life always so colorful..because I'm only child so I'm lonely at sometimes...so besides parents, friends and cousins u all are more closest companions in the world...yea..for giving advice to those junior, don't give up when the road is tough...sure one day will pay you back fruitful result..lets together work hard get better life...

I m the good example...When i was small..my English is a failure, no matter is talk or write..because keep on work out how to improve and also thanks my true brother Alex always motivated me in those days.And now, I didn't say I'm good in English but in the end, at least now I able to write and talk in good manner and deliver a message to another person fluently. Besides, even fail twice in a same papers but I manage get moderate high CGPA and Dean List so don't give up when you fall...just ignore those look down on you and make fun on you...FOCUS and walk in right path...don't do something, not worth for it ...





after release my stress...finally...motivate to study..mom and dad I m back soon...

Maroon 5~ Misery

Nowadays just keep on study study prepare war for my finals...luckily got several songs motivated me like Adam lambert- If I had you and lady Gaga- Bad Romance and Bruno Mars-Just the way you are...Music really motivate me and Maroon 5 new song describing my life now..MISERY~!!!This few days i listen lot of songs just according the photo above( I make one le lol).sigh I wish I m just like what Katy Perry sing..Teenage Dream~!!





Misery MV is similar to Rihanna feat. Eminem MV...girls so violence LOL..(I m not describe all) haha~!!this MV very funny hahaha...nice song~!!Well, I'm not Maroon 5 fans..after this song onwards..I'm your DIeHard 5.0 fan~!!haha~!!I feel the vocal singer similar to Vocal singer BeeGees Barry Gibb...nice voice and quite unique tone he has.





Bruno...for me didn't hear before...is my friend promote this song to me...woo this song really unexpected..from look of the singer..mmm...haha..don't judge people by the cover of the book hahaha...his style singing and emotion of him is fantastic...he like emerging with rhythm of the song. Thank u Bruny LOLx





I think Katy Perry sing out every teenagers want...aa..I think I m still a teenage LOLx..hahaha~!!I want exchange with the man model above...sigh University totally make me always have miserable life...good news is I still got 5 more months to suffer only...what a optimistic thinking I'm haha~!!5 month is just like live in a jail 50 years LOlx more horror than you prison in a dream according Inception 2010 LOLx...

Anyway, Katy Perry song is nice and her face like a babe doll and very pretty le LOLx I think if Lady Gaga and Katy Perry will have great competition cause they have similarity singing style and tone...looking forward..see them which will succeed the throne Queen Of Music...first is Madonna and then, Celine Dion..lately is Beyonce...21 century who will be...Music industry always so amusing...



Even though my life now is quite misery but luckily a pork rib Laksa motivate me once again ...can say that sickle out my soul from hell and bring back to the Mortal haha~!!...mmm a bit..outrageous haha~!!But really beh tahan about the studies..my brain like Master Pinky and the brain cho LOlx..


SIgh...anyhow..u see above the picture..u know how miserable I'm....I miss my damn XBOX~!!I want to play Call Of Duty, Enslaved, Need FOr Speed:Hot PUrsuit, Fable 3 and a lot ~!!Next blog coming soon nex week....

This is My Story Part I

Everyone...sorry yea didn't update my blog haha so long time...Nuffnang sorry I didn't contribute anything in October and November....Many things I had been rushing ...MY University Life nearly come to conclusion ...I really happy meanwhile feel sad too...I sad is because need to let go a teenage life and study life, so very soon begin my work life and takeover my family duty as Head...happy is because I had been experience lot of things in my university such as friendship, bonding, leadership and lot of things make unforgettable memories to me.

To be s great leader, it is not easy task because you must have certain competences and social network power if not...your vision may not bring it into reality and you just always in "Inception" theory ( Dream In another Dream)...I think a leader should always carry a Totem to differentiate what is real and Dream...hahaha~!

I think transformational leader plays important role in new turbulent era. As you can see nowadays got so many dominant market leaders such as Microsoft, Coca-cola, McDonald, Nokia, Wal-Mart, and other big shots.So, a leader needs to be make fast approach and have high creativity to create new form business and product to compete those big shots...As you know, market leader will fallen one day...their thrones will not in eternity possession..trust me hehe~!

Leader does not have the passion and determination, just will lead to "demise" result for his/ her vision no matter how high competence he / she is.Don't know Philip Kotler agree with me a not? haha~!! Very soon...i will write some of opinions in Leadership and management.LOL....








Next post, I will post a short drama video that I make. This is the first time, I write script and direct a drama, also I'm one of the actors hehe~!!..it was very fun and enjoy especially teach my artists to act and act together to create great humor and action scenes..LOL good friends without you all..my life will not so colorful...

To be continue..THIS IS MY STORY Part II

Imagination 52 ~TVB

Quite boring study cause study 2 days like nothing input to my mind(not cost effective at all) haha~!!and still thinking some new idea for my competition design. So went watch some TVB dramas and I recall those great series like Cold Blood Warm Heart, At threshold of an Era, and The greed of man. Even I create a series called " Chance Just have Once". As you all know business world or everything that opportunity is very important and so once you encounter when it appear, you must fast grab it...if not, you may regret in your whole life.

Nowadays, do you realize TVB less produce those big cast series like last time?...I really wish TVB will gather all big shots such as Paul Chun,Kenneth Tsang, Adam Cheng, Damien Lau, Gallen Lo, Raymond lam, Mose chan and BOsco Wong make one blockbuster series consisting of business world ecology plot and how competitors fight each other in market share. Moreover,let see how a conventional business transform into nowadays "Digital Era".

Moreover,hope TVB more input business knowledge inside the series just like Beauty Knows No Pain. Also hope They will act in this " Chance Just Have Once"(Just my imagination). wakakka~!! In actress, I wish like Tavia Yeung, Jessica Hsuan, Liza Wong, Linda Chung, Tang Shui Man and Charmaine Sheh work together...I think they will give you all a different level acting environment to us in other words, UNIQUE hehe...
Their characteristic are unique and I think no one can substitute their role.
At threshold of an Era MV below, let u recall back those days Drama:





This is series so meaningful, Adam Cheng and Gallen Lo really make you hate and love a lot in this series.





This The greed of man series is one of the famous series in all time. Even some people may say or rumored that adam cheng will affect the market share drop tremendously once his series broadcasting. The effect called as "Ting Hai effect". Below is the series MV ( music no so nice cause too oldies)and I just want u all recall back those scene hehe...If u want to listen the Greed Of Man series themesong..go watch 2nd MV(Alan Tam).





This song really so emotional. Do you agree?



...I tell you the truth that I imagine the plot story....Damien Lau was rival business with Paul Chun in the "Chance Just Have Once". Kenneth Tsang will become General in Russia and well-establish network in Russia. As you all know BRIC countries include Russia will become most prosperous once well-developed in next few decades....So, they will fight the business in Russia and also China..no matter is land, hotel, bank and house development.

So, they try to get Kenneth's trust to get know more familiar the macro-environment and network there so easily penetrate the market.Unfortunately, Paul is aging so unable continue his passion to make his company future more brighter so pass to his half-brother, Adam Cheng continue the family business. The most funniest thing is Adam don't like business!!LOLx...and Bosco is work as Senior Marketing Executive and always help Adam escape the trap set by Gallen.

And even I imagine that Gallen actually is Paul Chun's son. This authority transfer not satisfy Gallen and even cause him more hate Adam. Lam Fung..I'm think he will act as impotent son in Damien's business and Moses will become Lam fung right-hand. This means no matter in dark side or white side problems, he help Lam fung secure the problems. Internal war and external war occurs in this series(imagination) haha~!!Love story more fascinating...interesting mo?Maybe I will give Part 2 tim hehe...just joking..(=____=).. just want to make my brain more refreshing so think somethin' creative lo haha~!!

I think I will take a break in blogging and thank you to everyone support my blog..I need more concentrate in my study hehe.

blog 50th-Marketing invades blogspot & Secret recipe Part 1

I'm quite lazy to blog nowadays and also busy for FYP cause me no time to blog ha ha~!bUT, NOW my post number 50!!!So it is quite precious memorable post for me. Therefore, I will post somethin' more interesting and benefit to you all.

Blogging activity is becoming more influence in business world at this 21st century. So,I named this post as Marketing invades Blogspot. Marketing usually always refers to Marketing mix(products, price,place and promotion).

So,They are using blog as promotion for their products and no need suffer a high cost marketing in usage of blogging.The place even can increase coverage of targeted prospects or customers.If you got observed that many big companies already using blog as word-of-mouth tool to spread their product with positive comments.Actually not just blogspot including wordpress, msn, and other blogging interfaces.


I believe that in future, blogging will integrated with twitter, linkWithin, plurk, flick, Youtube and facebook to become as one media and name as Interactive Digital tools become one of the powerful and influential promotional items in E-marketing.Perhaps, they also act as a motivator tool for interactive marketing to boost the customer's awareness.

Besides, As blogger also can be applied the marketing mix, not just for corporate hehe~!why I'm say so? Do you know we blog in convenience place and without have to pay a penny then, you can write anything you want but information that not against legal and rights.

>Place- Provides comfortable and convenience for you type your story in the blog.

>Promotion-promote what u want such as games,movie,personal story, sharing info & etc

>Price- ZERO ..haha we don't need money to blogging and even you earn some from blogging but in condition, you must contribute some information benefit to the society and promote ads.(in this world, there are no free lunch).

>Product- if you ask me...blogger present what product in blog? Are you forgotten?..You are selling your ideas, experiences and opinions to the people in worldwide while you post those travel pictures, experience usage of certain products and etc. Actually not selling is sharing more relevant in using for our blogger perspective.


In the end, what you applied in blogging and definitely you get some fruitful return that is earning by helping corporate promotes their products. So, then "selling" term comes in here.Therefore, I feel that Intervention of internet is like erase the word "secret" from the dictionary.hehe...short interview comic...


So unbelievable that My blog finally reach blog 5oth....and my earning reach more than RM70!!wakkaa..i very happy what I have. This is because not easy to earn.(=______=)

Those days, i not believe what my sai lou(brother) say i mean Eric from site,(http://ericbkt.blogspot.com/) and seng aik,(http://sengaik.blogspot.com/)another good friend of mine...they say you know earn a penny also not easy in blogspot...need to put some effort to it. Now I quite agree what they say actually.hehe..



If you ask me what is your secret recipe for increase your earning? then, it can be many ways..and depends on your style orientation. Whether you want to become aggressive or passive blogger(just like me >.<). Actually I not so pro like ken wooi or kennysia
but i just want to share with those people who always ask why I always 0 cents or just increment of few cents....here comes...

FIRST TIPS
-Make your blog more informative + CS graphic..........


TOO BE CONTINUE.......

JULY Season

So fast come to week 7 and month of July....disastrous events keep on coming forward...exam, presentation, assignments and very frustrating for me is the thesis...my supervisor add more work to my group..geez..really very tense this semester..more interesting is I lost my passion wakaka~!!So..the EX chapter 1.2 still postponed sigh...I hope this comic will goes until 30 chapters wakaka~!!can I?



This video is about your partner may not so perfect,because your existence he/she become perfect.I think is because his/her shortcoming fill by your positive value you have..I quite agree in this point.Moreover,I like this video very much..so I would like to share with you all..it is very touching, thanks to Tau fu sharing.(ABOVE).

Actually this video not just for couple but also for parents also can apply to it..so if your parents is not perfect, just accept it and don't think they are so irritating or not like others parent give more love to you..just think another good side of them..once they gone is gone...

Chinese saying: "Zhen Sik Ang Chin Yan"(Appreciate your people around you when there is still got chance)

Blog 41th

life is meaningless...always find answer why we should live and struggle to achieve certain thing.Moreover, something even more interesting is you put your effort more does not mean that the payout is like equal or even more positive result...never mind this aspect i already know since I was just little kid in primary. Most interesting is what u do consider as good deed...but never get any good return even make you more suffer...ok la if a person do thing waiting for the return then , it is totally wrong and against morality totally...from my view is helping people is not for deed is because i feel they need me and i feel happy to help them. Unfortunately life is ao realistic and materialistic...hahaha these elements i saw a lot 15 years ago...you can say me a exordinary kid kua..

today i totally no mood..my father illness still going on...does not show recover symptom..sigh..everyday nite i cry and suffer those pains because i also still need to face those fantastic exam...everyday i study more than twelve hours but it does not pay what i should i deserve....so I know certain ass people read this thing will say u need study smart bla bla bla..cut the crap i got dean list and a lot of good praises and positive commendation from several lecturers...in malaysia education is not practical, is memorizing process education....ya i forgot what so pain today, another thing is i feel sympathy to one my best friend..coz my friend quite suffering about financial and family background..so I feel quite sad about what he had...so sometimes my friend* need my aid anything even money i also give a hand to this friend...but today most interesting is my friend say me as cheater or conman where got borrow so many...and give such great expression to me...why i so stupid lend him money???even now thousand of problems i need to handle..gosh...never mind i still need to handle 2 more papers next week...

I really hope faster graduate...quite suffering..cause i need those damn cert and find a job eagerly to takeover family duty. Anyway, in this world always is not fair i know i know...thank u blogspot give me such good "release stress" tool. this is my first time type such thing ...the most memorable blog 41th..and thank u jacky song Dai Ni CHui CHui Fung...the MV story totally just like me before I enter university...the difference is jacky want to study about filming i just further study in business......sigh

Endure Everthing

haha...so fast a month pass liao..time to update LOL...many thing happen around previous months and current month..Rare thing happen on me that is...I play back basketball!!wuahahhaha~!totally out of the blue because i had been stopped play basketball since end of form 4 LOL.

Thank you Kiddo and my sui lui pao..early morning 7am wake up me(totally suffering)..cause I'm night ghost(very very late sleep)so you can imagine how suffer i am.After play basketball, some more I go sing K again 4 hours!!LOLx....ABOX totally bad condition in air-condition and microphones..sigh totally spoil my mood and my group members too that day.

family,and friends in tutorial class problem...make me super-duper headache was my father get sick and relatives' big drama....meanwhile the university inform me that I get a dean list for previous semester. Don't know I should happy or what at that time...sigh

besides, more dramatic is in my tutorial, election of class rep breakout when having storm weather at that time. Really a chaos that day because many girls cried!!Aduhai!but i know why they cried for..really sad see such thing happen sigh.....just a small matters arise become big chaos.now exam is coming around the corner...i totally no mood study......

sometimes, i still thinking why god always like to fool me when everything get something is good and nice and happy...sure another thing arise to make me depress and feel sad...anyway, i try to endure everything ....

Not Giving Up!!!

i too boring till draw this above ....sigh wasted me 15 minutes for this drawing..never mind maybe is a motivation or reinforcement for me...OB I will kill you this Thursday....I will not defeated by you again!!aaaargh lol....besides I hope this drawing present to everyone who are having exam and problems...DON'T GIVE UP!!!

Especially all my Uni friends and other best friends...i hope everyone keep the spirit of study up, frustrated for something or some who have relationship problem also don't give up....life is always have obstacles..so why not think it positively and endure it...don't avoid...Just like my exam!!!AAAARGH!!WTF!!!

THANK YOU(^_^) and sorry I have little bit over-react haha~!

New Leaf reborn in New semester...

mmm...haha..I don't believe that now I become senior in University LoL....anyway,I not really deserve this status even though I teach a lot of people la haha~..(^_^)..fuu..new semester start, my road still very hard to walk and even more harder than other people...I really very depress at that moment and I always ask myself why I always need to go through a lot than others?!sigh...sometimes I really feel myself really like chai kau(rosy business tvb series actor)I really don't like to talk description much about the character cause I know I'm the one always need to fight the destiny so I not easily give up just because of that...Many hardship I also can go through in the University or maybe not just that..I should say when I was kid also go through a lot haha..so my will of fire not easily perished..
I hope others who had bad luck or not very good mood nowadays...try not give up easily and try think positively..you may easily get out from a dark room in your mind...Anyway, I really thank you to those support me along the way last week..(T_T)sincerely thank you.

RELAX Period....

Finally, I can take a rest haha~!all my mid-term come to the end....but I get sick cho aduh..because rushing for doing assignments...don't get wrong that I last minute do, just that need more study time to prepare next exam...sigh...so sorry all readers, I may stop blogging for awhile because final exam coming soon....I would like to announce I will write about my 1st anniversary Uni's Life and the story is Romance of University similar to romance of the three kingdom lol you all may worry that the story like history will bored until die...trust me, it will not be bored but be very funny additionally it may be the longest story that i ever make !!!....Moreover, I may write about My First of May.....so these 2 stories may coming soon this May 13 and don't get wrong that May 13 ok?!no sedition here....no political here lol....Anyway, thank u all support my blog ....arigadoh gozairimas!!

Ericsoft the Return EPISODE I

Finally, I can update my blog..my hostel there network broke down so cham* aaargh!!...

HAHA~! finally my 2nd sem start..I had been wait until my neck also long..Unfortunately, a bad event is waiting for me..I not aware also sigh...First day I 'm back to my uni then, I fast go give my application form for car sticker....then I like others queue accordingly...time and time pass very fast...number of students keep on increase tremendously but number of students go in the

room to give form just only few people...Here not to scare you all but truly happen lo..more than 300 people queue just what I draw here..Aduh, they all push here and there,moreover I had been stand for 4 hours only get numbering card...means later queue again..aaaargh...later I queue another 30 minutes aiyoyo then only I get my "Golden Sticker".I get this sticker nearly skipped a lesson..luckily manage go to lecture but just left 15minutes je zzzz.....the lecture didn't scold and show me a kindly face to me lol and said softly go and get your seat ..fuu..at that time, I already exhausted cho...all the theory..labor...bla bla can't go through my ear..really a disaster for me in this first day...

Next day, my friend say he is in 300+ member* of waiting list to get a car park place...walao imagine it waiting list already 300+ means people who get sticker more than 200..so that morning I queue there is really more than 3oo peoples there is no joking here haha~!OMG..so this is the first day I return to my base haha~!Actually many people are taking photo of this incident haha~!I also want to take photo because you all not there witness such great event..everyone rushing in somehow like get gold inside the room haha~! but everyone surrounded me in the queue and squeeze until hands also can't rise up ...sigh so force use my little skill to sketch out the incident....next episode II title Birhtday War ..I will try update as fast as possible....

My Pathway

Sigh...just nothing to do..so blogging..lol don't know is it Eric my good sai lou influence me cho, recently I like blogging haha...OMG..few more days, I need to go back Uni..back to the war zone haha!!..those days, I and my cousin brother Alex just use barefoot can walked whole kampar area liao..haha just kidding~!Anyway, Kampar quite small place..moreover not very interesting place but suitable for study hehe~!because less entertainment...

Today suddenly I think is it I run a correct pathway?because many people say to me..I should go for graphic design or related about design..sigh actually I got think before but...sometimes think is easy but make decision is hard. Those got read management should know the last part decision-making is not easy lol I like drawing since I was a child..mm..about 4 or 5years old kua..I already know draw or sketch HUMAN!! as you all know la..a little child draw human always like a stick but I different u see right handside of it hoho~!Perhaps, really need to thanks god given me such great talent to me, I very appreciate such great skill to me anyway I not consider as Pro like Akira Toriyama(dragon ball author) or Masashi Kishimoto(naruto author) or Tetsuya Nomura(Final fantasy artist)..I just can say I just like amateur able to scrabble around the pen...then a easy image able to create out..

mmm...anyway, life is like this...you want to do that but unable to get it what had been thought by you....in Chinese frequently say why the sky always fool me haha~!right?Did u feel any familiar to u all hoho~!Anyway, I hope manage walk through my new pathway in this new sem for me...I know the road is quite hard and full of obstacles but I will try my best walk through this long pathway just like what I had been Draw the above.In the end, thanks to all people who support me(T_T)sob* sob*