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22 years,without them..my existence may not come to this world....thank u father and mother.yeah...when I 'm down ...my mother always comfort me and give me the best support to me...I still remember when I'm fail my paper in Year 1...I still never forget my mother always say "no matter how hard you run through this road..I always run with you"..."no matter what"...Actually fail a paper is no big deal, but for me is different because I face lot of failures and obstacles such as accidents,downfall of STPM and poverty.Therefore, I always ask God..why I always have gone through lot of obstacles? I got diligent study, pay more efforts in anything and help others without demand for deeds.But still meet lot of unwish incidents.. Is it God bring me to this world and face all these missions to make me become a perfect man? I hope so haha~!! the mission is more and more tougher when I grow older.
Firstly, when I was young...I also gone through poverty before like no money buy shirt and take other people shirt...But the most interesting is other people may look on my family is rich and may not take any approach to us...doesn't matter because I love those days...the living is tough but we live in happy family. Moreover, I meet many real and true friends.
Many years later, My father get promoted because his talent and hardwork so our living become much more better...My father become more busy and busy..may somehow rather he neglected me...but I know my father love me very much..I recall when I was small, my father always carry me silently when I fallen asleep in his van.That memory always keep inside my mind, father. No matter how bad habit you are..you still are good father for me..
Why I'm say my road so hard..is because when my life grow nicer..definitely there are something blocking..when I pass my paper finally and my result getting better and better but I get bad news that my father getting cancer...Luckily,my father now is ok and fine back..thanks to everyone helping and doctors. haha~!!see my life is full with adventurous..then, my father had been told secretly by the top management..tell him retired..yea my life from up drop back to down...my father sickness take out lot of money too for medicine and also my tertiary education also costly. Many people ask me concentrate study..yea I'm doing it..
I know God once again testing my determination...I will never give up even 1988 I nearly get die and in 2006 second time nearly I will meet Hades...so whats the big deal for now..haha~!!even several friends not understand me like even indirectly blaming me for something and alienate you but once come to advantages they approach you haha~!what kind of joke?you think I'm stupid..bet you don't.....never try to understand people hard life and misery....I bet you all meet this kind of people.."pretender".
Many years in education world, I meet lot of people with different kind of attitudes...like selfishness,pretender, arrogant,shy,benevolent, honest and many more...thank u to those badass who treat me "good"...never mind...I can say that no regrets meet those true good friends in my life...you all make my life always so colorful..because I'm only child so I'm lonely at sometimes...so besides parents, friends and cousins u all are more closest companions in the world...yea..for giving advice to those junior, don't give up when the road is tough...sure one day will pay you back fruitful result..lets together work hard get better life...
I m the good example...When i was small..my English is a failure, no matter is talk or write..because keep on work out how to improve and also thanks my true brother Alex always motivated me in those days.And now, I didn't say I'm good in English but in the end, at least now I able to write and talk in good manner and deliver a message to another person fluently. Besides, even fail twice in a same papers but I manage get moderate high CGPA and Dean List so don't give up when you fall...just ignore those look down on you and make fun on you...FOCUS and walk in right path...don't do something, not worth for it ...
after release my stress...finally...motivate to study..mom and dad I m back soon...
Its nice to read this post of yours..respect you for your motivation, that you gave yourself and the never end spirit of yours in improving! Life is always with ups and downs, but hey, we are lucky to have our chances to love and learn..
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ReplyDeletehahahha...bro this post long ago le LOlx...when father had cancer that time...
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